yo ppl.. hmm.. kinda a emo post here though.. lol..

i regard 2dae as one of the worst days that i ever had.. i had all along hate it when ppl wearing mask and pretending all that.. bud i 2dae had done juz that.. i guess its the right thing to do though..

it kinda pains me.. to see them kinda close 2gther.. although i understand that its neither of their fault though.. bud i juz cant really accept it now and got alittle emo towards the end.. i juz try my best to put on a smile here and there and list being tired as a reason for my sudden silence.. although i noe deep in me.. that being tired as nvr the reason.. sorry to them.. i did my best to control.. when i'm alone , i really cant help bud b sad.. i try to joke arnd , to brg up the mood arnd and also mine.. bud i guess when alone , in the nite , on my bed , i hav to accept it.. that emotions is overflowing.. i know i'm being very stupid , selfish , too emotional and such.. bud i guess i done my best..

i dun blame them.. cos i noe , its nt their fault.. its nvr their fault.. i guess destiny juz doesnt really favours me now.. i hav to admit that understanding is one thing , to accept gracefully is another.. i have done the 1st , the 2nd i'm still doing my best.. hopefully i will recover fast.. hopefully..

FanG

11:27 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
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Officially Single
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College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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