haiz..haiz..lol..wan cry le..

haiz..haiz..haiz..wan cry le..wat a sad sad day..i cnt even sae my favourite 'haha'..haiz..i tink Ms Zombie oso gt realise lo..haiz..two words had such a effect on me..haiz..lets c my summary 1st ba..

Gd News :
-None..

Bad News :
-1 of my fren's dad had an accident..so sad sia..wish her dad gd luck..hope he recover soon..
-2dae Tian Ci cum tell me tt Alicia insult her sis..ask me go ask arnd..then when i ask Alicia , she start crying..then her frens tot i bully her..haiz..then Yu Xuan ask me Shut Up..it is tt 'Shut Up' tt hav such a big effect on me..why does she hav 2 lyk tt sae me..is it all my fault ? haiz..y must it b her ? y she cnt understand how i fewl ? y her ? y nt Winnie or Ming Yuan or juz ani1 ? y must it b her 2 tell me tt ? doesn't she noe tt i m still holding the hope tt we cn patch ? Shawn had ask me 2 giv up tt hope..bud i juz wan..bud y she must lyk tt ? she is nvr so rude de lo..bud y must she b so rude 2 me ? did i do aniting wrong ? did i scold Alicia or sumting ? i juz ask her n she start crying le..haiz..y must ppl always tink tt i always mak her cry ? y ppl always tink i m the devil wif sharp horns ? she juz cry 4 the slightest ting on earth lo..haiz..then every1 tink i buly her..haiz..y Yu Xuan must lyk tt sae lo..her tt two words had affect me badly lo..haiz..y must she lyk tt lo..haiz..

haiz..i still dunno y she must lyk tt treat me la..sum ppl will sae i m stupid..sum ppl wil sae i bu yao lian..i noe my limits la..i noe i m n i will nvr b gd enough 4 ani1 la..i noe i m juz a weirdo tt juz appear out of no-where la..bud do they nid 2 treat me lyk tis ? haiz..v v v affected n sad la..haiz..hope tt there is no1 tt is sadder than me la..haiz..

Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
Le Style
='(..+ sad..+ shattered..+ cnt sleep again cos will tink of tis incident again..+ regretful..+ always hopeful 4 it 2 happen although it is mission impossible..haiz..

12:44 PM

Friday, August 12, 2005

lol..haiz..lol..

haiz..haiz..haiz..v v v sad la..2dae gt ppl sae i m nt fit 2 sae i m hurt..if they cn understand how i fewl , they wun lyk tt sae 1 lo..haiz..sian la..haiz..c the summary..

Gd News :
-None..

Bad News :
-Alicia mum call Clement mum to clears tings up..then my mum oso go tok 2 clement mum..haiz..seems lyk it had been into a 'Mummies' tok..haiz..
-2dae gt talent-time contest , yu yun nt v gd..wish them gd luck..haiz..KS sing worse..haiz..
-2dae gt people sae i dunno wat is call hurt n i m nt fit 2 sae hurt..haiz..mak me v hurt lo..haiz..

haiz..wat a dae lo..haiz..reali wonder y la..haiz..y gt no ppl cn understand how i fewl lo..haiz..will tt sum1 plz appear nw 2 kip me company..haiz..i m v lonely lo..haiz..how i wish i cn hav sum1 2 share my problems n kip me company when i m tis lonely..haiz..4get it la..todae stop here le..haiz..

Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
Le Style..+ sad + lonely + depress+hurt+shattered..

1:45 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

haiz..haiz..haiz..haiz..

haiz..haiz..haiz..haiz..fewl v terrible 2dae..juz finish blogging on tt combined blog..haiz..wat m i fewl nw ar ?
Cn sae : -Jealous
-Terrible
-Useless
-A Freak In Tis Planet
-A Person Tt Doesnt Hav Ani Gd Points

haiz..dunno la..had been sad since ytd..last nite totali lose slp over sumting..haiz..dunno la..haiz..it had been terrible lo..check out the summary ba..

Gd News : -National Day 2dae..

Bad News : -V Troubled By Tt Incident Tt Happen Ytd..Haiz..Dunno La..Sad Sad
Sad..Shattered..
-Hui Jeng ?? Haven Been Chatting 4 A Few Daes..Haiz..Must Stay Contact K ?
-Shi Yu Is Angry Wif Me..Hope She Wun B Angry Animore..

dunno y..sian..haiz rather depress la..hope there will b sum1 2 kip me company when i m lonely lo..dunno when she will appear la..haiz..dunno la..sian..juz hope she will appear soon..haiz..ok..stop here ba..c u..


Signing Off..
Le Style
-_-ZzZ..+Sad..+Depress..+Lonely..
L . F . Z .

2:37 AM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

haha..lol..

haha..so long nvr update blog le..haha..hope those hu visit regularly dun gt piss..haha..ok..hmm..2dae din go sch..morning wak up gt a v v terrible headache..haha..thxs 4 those hu r v concern..thxs 2 hui qi hu was so concern abt me..thxs a million..haha..tak a look at the summary..

Gd News :-My maple character hav lvl up to lvl 15 le..special thxs 2 Clement hu train wif me
side by side..haha..
-hav lots of concerns over my absence frm sch..special thxs 2 Hui Qi..haha..
-wishing Hui Jeng a Big hapi b-dae..b-dae in tis week..hapi b-dae..

Bad News :-None..

haha..ok..hui jeng b-dae cuming le..haha..hapi b-dae gal..u r the sweetest zombie..haha..ok..late le..gtg..gdnite 2 all..muacks..

Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
Le' One-na' Style-ias'
-_-ZzZzZ..hapi b-dae 2 hui jeng ..+ gd luck 2 shi yu n her beloved..+ muacks..=D

2:09 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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