yo.. back to update.. is having chest pain nw.. dunno y suddenly so pain.. was still ok awhile ago.. mayb die-ing le la.. haha.. c my review..

Gd News:
-None..

Bad News:
-it juz gt worse n worse by each dae..

ok.. start off my dae well.. wak up at 9am.. lesson at 2pm.. so play FiFa again.. then later 1pm go sch le.. the bus late.. come at 1.30pm.. tot will late le.. bud by sum means , the bus drive v fast.. then reach sch at 1.58pm.. lols.. then 1st lesson is maths.. teacher taught factorisation.. sian.. abt one yr din touch maths le.. so v blur.. haha.. then later by right gt JPI de.. then teacher cancel.. must brg 20 cans.. bud i din brg.. lucky no lesson.. hehe.. then was on the way home.. the depression guy din come.. he went for check-up 2dae.. sian.. then come home rather earli.. i 5.30pm infront of lappie again.. as usual , playing FiFa.. haha.. nice game.. v realistics.. haha.. wah.. i dun tink i cn continue.. chest pain is getting worse.. bb..

[ps: sori winnie , write so short.. chest too pain le.. sori..]

10:06 PM

Monday, October 30, 2006

hmm.. hi.. back to update.. c my review so far..

Gd News :
-Bought FiFa07 ytd.. quite fun.. had fun thrashing teams.. hehe..


Bad News :
-Fewling even more sad ? cos she's in love wif sum1.. n i'm nt the person..

hmm.. wat to sae ? wat to do ? haiz.. its all juz a big dunno.. haiz.. 2dae had a rather bad dae la.. played bb during lunch brk.. although he seems more insane , bud he's rather ok when he's playing bb wif us.. err.. ok.. net a shot.. the 3rd ever shot netted in my life (sucks in bb la)..

then had maths.. die , i sae teacher useless , n he heard me..~ after tt , he began teaching.. finali he began to teach.. bud he seems to b angry wif me.. die liao le la.. dunno how to survive le..

haiz.. worse problem.. she's in love le.. bud i m nt tt person.. haiz.. sad.. v sad.. extremely sad.. bud wat cn i do ? shld i tell her ? i knew i cant.. haiz.. wish her happiness wif her sum1 is wat i'm suppose to do.. bud i juz cn do tt so easily.. haiz.. she seems hapi nw.. gd for her.. will always praying for her to b hapi.. bud i will juz may nvr tell her abt it.. cos i will rather kip quiet than having her avoiding me again.. i love her.. truly.. shawn's nw having sum great improvement wif his target , KS had his target n is juz waiting for a rite tym to start.. well , i'm nw , juz silently praying for her to by sum how , come to me.. i knew it may nvr happen , bud a 1% is afterall a hope at least.. haiz.. stop here ba..

[ps : did u guess tt u r the sum1 ? or u thought it's nt u.. i love u..]

10:11 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

hi.. back to update..

Gd News:
-None..

Bad News:
-err.. kinda sad..? haha..

hmm.. how's 2dae ? ok la.. started the dae watching naruto.. then later dota , then later go west mall.. go there meet shawn liew , cos wan go The Guardian.. i was late.. haha.. then shawn go makan 1st.. n i eat ice kacang onli.. haha.. lols.. then later go arcade play the car game.. wah.. sian.. me n shawn no skill , kip banging arnd.. bud i still win.. hehe.. then later go watch The Guardian.. was a superb show.. one of the best.. haha.. most rmb the themes they use.. "So May Others Live".. true.. if i cn sacriface my life to save so mani more others.. i will do it.. apart frm tt , its onli human instinct tt they fight for their own survival n oso will choose best for them..

then after the show , went shopping.. i bought a new pencil case.. then oso buy a hp pouch n hp strap.. keong , dun too shock ar.. kana sme type as u.. bud the strap is small de.. haha.. then shawn buy a small pendant n necklace for his target.. small , simple yet sweet.. haha.. wish him lucks ba.. haha..

well , she's happily in loved wif her boy.. hmm.. well , aniwae , its true.. she shld b hapi , to b waiting n loving him.. juz wish her happiness forever ba..

[ps: u hav been waiting for him , do ur best ba.. haha..]

FanG

10:07 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

hihi every1.. here to update.. c my review ba..

Gd News:
-wah.. Arsenal send reserve go play against WestBrom oso cn win 2-0.. lols..
-2dae gt back Statement of Results.. teacher sae i v gd.. hehe.. =x

Bad News:
-Ng Cheng Huat..~~ wat u doing ?! y ur lesson i still gt tym go buy chocolate bar de..~~? dun kip run away la..~~ -.-
-his condition seems to hav worsen.. he seems so so terrible 2dae..

wah.. nt bad.. teacher sae me v gd student leh.. hehe.. bud he sae my mark cn improve la.. hehe.. i always is v gd student de ma..=x

sian.. Ng..~~ y u teach maths use so mani shortcuts ? y u teach half way cn run away de ?? n nvr leave ur hp no oso.. then i even gt tym go buy chocolate bar.. how to pass lyk tt.. i wan to retain/improve on my 3.0 de leh..~~ sian..

wah.. more sian.. all he come to sch to do is juz smile , laugh happily for ntk , ask for brk , look at you , eat n ask u wan go watch ppl play basketball.. i fewl v stress when i c him leh.. when will he recover ? will he ever recover ? it seems as gd as no way to communicate wif him de.. how to talk to him ?? argghh..~~ help me..~~ sian.. once he start study , he lyk tt liao.. wah.. sad.. nvm.. dun wan sae liao.. go le.. bb.. =)

[ps: i miss u.. do u noe ?]

FanG

6:20 PM

Monday, October 23, 2006

yoyo.. lols.. all is fine 2dae... haha.. c my review..

Gd News:
-Arsenal won 4-0.. Wee.~ then go sch n laugh at Liverpool..=x
-She seems to b viewing my blog regularly.. hehe..

Bad News:
-Took cab come home 2dae.. usually is abt $6-7.. 2dae v sway.. traffic jam.. then pay $10.20.. T.T

wah.. nt bad.. gl ytd come my home n send me warcraft n dota de stuff.. nt bad.. cn learn how play dota le.. bud i juz start lose lyk mad.. sian.. kip kana draw 1st blood.. sad.. then ytd went to my ex-classmate home to celebrate deepavali.. haha.. then his lao bu cook v nice food for us sia.. hehe.. so gd.. lols.. haha.. then saw Jovey.. tok wif him awhile.. he tell "Liverpool sure beat ManU de.." then he sae Arsenal tt tym win ManU is lucky de.. bud hor , lucky bud still gt 3pts ma.. then Pool lose 2-0.. gt 0 pts..-.- lols.. hehe.. then go sch laugh at them..=x lols.. then tis morning go sch.. ask cher gt half dae ma , he sae gt.. bud onli for muslim ppl.. then we r lyk.. sian1/2.. bud the best news is tt she is viewing my blog regularly.. hehe.. gdgd.. cos i oso viewing her blog regularly.. hehe.. gdgd.. mak me so hapi 2dae sia.. hehe... ok la.. stop here 2dae ba.. lols..

FanG

5:23 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

yoyo.. back to update.. wah.. my classmate WK oso nw viewing my blog leh.. honoured ar.. lols.. WK is wai keong hor.. nt wei keat hor hui qi.. lols.. ok.. c my review..

Gd News:
-Sch starts.. hehe..
-My wishing gal gt her promotion to sec4 express.. hapi for her..=)

Bad News:
-Arsenal lose to CSKA Moscow..~ Ref Corruption ar..~
-My classmate nvr seems to recover alot leh.. afterall holi 5 wks le still lyk under depression v badly lyk tt de..
-Change a stricter Form Teacher..~
-my maple de ew scrolling fail lyk hell..T.T


lols.. ok.. wah.. sian.. after 5wks of holidae le.. go back to sch happily de.. then change 1 so stricter de form teacher..sad liao.. then maths kana teach by NG CHENG HUAT..~~ bud 2dae c him teach hor.. okok nia la.. nt v bad la.. lols.. the worse is he doesnt seems to b able to recover de.. he is lyk still so weird.. bud at least nw he dun tok rubbish le.. he juz quietly sit one corner.. omg.. he lyk v loner.. no fren de leh.. bud we r his frens in sch liao leh..~~ hmm.. nt bad.. 'n' lvl over liao.. my fren all exam over le.. bud i nw juz open sch..T.T lols.. my fren gt 1 at IMM selling food at the stall call 'Kala2' de..( the 2 is means a square for the kala actuali.. hehe..) gt 1 more at Lot1 work at Sakae Sushi.. must go support if gt go there ar.. lols.. if they dunno hu u , sae u fang zhen fren cn liao..=x wah.. nw sch open le.. time-table no gd de.. mondae go sch at 10am.. tue n wed go sch at 2pm.. thurs n fri go sch at 8am..~~ lyk shit de.. put all at morning ma.. then afternoon n go out ma..=x cnt ar.. must complain to section head..=x lols.. nt bad.. a few more of my frens gain promotion to sec4 express n normal (a) le.. li fang n sharon , jia you for ur 'n's.. alicia n yuyun n 'her' , jia you for ur 'o's..~ lols.. gd luck..~ lols.. ok.. stop here 2dae ba.. lols.. bb..

FanG

8:53 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hi.. back to update.. err.. to write abt sumting abt me ba.. hmm.. lets start off ba..

hmm.. recently i juz brk up.. yet again.. abt the nt stable relationship tt i said in my last posts.. err.. its my 18th failed relationship.. n he oso choose to brk up wif his gal on the same dae i was ditched.. n he seems to b v hapi abt it.. it seems to b a sign of relief tt he ended wif his gal.. wtf.. his gal is lyk begging him nt to leave her.. bud he choose to leave.. n i tot abt mine.. how i wish at least we r quarreling.. i m nt insane as to b wishing for a quarrel.. i noe its no gd.. bud me n her is nt having ani communication for weeks.. tts definitely nt the type of relationship i wan.. damn.. n nw , he tells me had fewlings for one of his ex.. n when i tell his ex , his ex is lyk so overjoyed abt it.. well , i dunno wat to sae.. bud he has abt 2 or 3 gals waiting to hav him back as their stead.. i m wondering.. wats so gd abt him ? is he reali the best of all ? haiz.. mayb he is ba.. afterall , he is handsome , had a rather gd skills wif basketball , rather fit.. haiz.. dunno la.. haiz.. wat abt me.. well , afterall , i m nt a ideal bf for ani gal de lo... its a fact la..

n shawn liew comes to me recently n said "wah.. u v skill sia.. gt so mani gf.. teach me a few tricks leh.." how i wish i cn slap him.. cos either he is shooting at me or he is a nutcase to reali tink tt its gd.. the huge number of past relationships i had doesnt mak me fewl proud bud i maks me fewl lyk a failure to kip on brking.. it isnt great to brk.. i swear upon god tt i tried my best to kip a relationship going.. even tt unstable 1 tt mani will b tinking tt i m waiting to brk.. bud no , i m trying to salvage it.. in hope of a miracle to happen.. bud hu noes , rite after her 'n's , i asking her whether she wans to continue.. in hope for a yes , bud it turns out tt she said she will b busy n giv me a no.. it reali sadden me alot.. cos i had brk up.. again..

sum will hav noe tt i had fewling for tis particular gal.. bud i hav to admit tt me n her is impossible de.. she had been in love wif her ideal bf.. n its seems lyk i m a third party to b poking in.. haiz.. dunno la.. mayb i shldnt b even here to sae i lyk sum1 lo.. afterall i m considered as an failure as to maintain n playing a role as a bf lo.. haiz.. mayb i juz sucks ba.. hmm.. dunno wat to sae leh.. go le la.. bb..

FanG

2:39 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

hihi.. here to update.. hehe.. c my review 1st..

Gd News :
-None

Bad News :
-France lose to Scotland.. sian..

Neutral News :
-Me nw single le.. haha..

wah.. sian.. France cn win Italy n lose to Scotland.. wat the hell lo.. lols.. bud impt is tt i nw offically declared single le.. haha.. hmm.. hav sum fewlings for her , bud hor , me n her is lyk impossible de la.. haiz.. hmm.. nvm la.. no choice oso la.. hmm.. sian.. nw is in last week of holidae le.. sian.. next week open school le.. means tt i gt to study 9wks then gt 3wks of holi again.. sian.. haiz.. nvm la.. life is lyk tt.. sian.. aniwae , gtg le la.. hehe.. bb..


[ps: aileen , then u giv me ur new blog de link then i relink u ba..]

12:23 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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