hi.. back to update.. err.. to write abt sumting abt me ba.. hmm.. lets start off ba..

hmm.. recently i juz brk up.. yet again.. abt the nt stable relationship tt i said in my last posts.. err.. its my 18th failed relationship.. n he oso choose to brk up wif his gal on the same dae i was ditched.. n he seems to b v hapi abt it.. it seems to b a sign of relief tt he ended wif his gal.. wtf.. his gal is lyk begging him nt to leave her.. bud he choose to leave.. n i tot abt mine.. how i wish at least we r quarreling.. i m nt insane as to b wishing for a quarrel.. i noe its no gd.. bud me n her is nt having ani communication for weeks.. tts definitely nt the type of relationship i wan.. damn.. n nw , he tells me had fewlings for one of his ex.. n when i tell his ex , his ex is lyk so overjoyed abt it.. well , i dunno wat to sae.. bud he has abt 2 or 3 gals waiting to hav him back as their stead.. i m wondering.. wats so gd abt him ? is he reali the best of all ? haiz.. mayb he is ba.. afterall , he is handsome , had a rather gd skills wif basketball , rather fit.. haiz.. dunno la.. haiz.. wat abt me.. well , afterall , i m nt a ideal bf for ani gal de lo... its a fact la..

n shawn liew comes to me recently n said "wah.. u v skill sia.. gt so mani gf.. teach me a few tricks leh.." how i wish i cn slap him.. cos either he is shooting at me or he is a nutcase to reali tink tt its gd.. the huge number of past relationships i had doesnt mak me fewl proud bud i maks me fewl lyk a failure to kip on brking.. it isnt great to brk.. i swear upon god tt i tried my best to kip a relationship going.. even tt unstable 1 tt mani will b tinking tt i m waiting to brk.. bud no , i m trying to salvage it.. in hope of a miracle to happen.. bud hu noes , rite after her 'n's , i asking her whether she wans to continue.. in hope for a yes , bud it turns out tt she said she will b busy n giv me a no.. it reali sadden me alot.. cos i had brk up.. again..

sum will hav noe tt i had fewling for tis particular gal.. bud i hav to admit tt me n her is impossible de.. she had been in love wif her ideal bf.. n its seems lyk i m a third party to b poking in.. haiz.. dunno la.. mayb i shldnt b even here to sae i lyk sum1 lo.. afterall i m considered as an failure as to maintain n playing a role as a bf lo.. haiz.. mayb i juz sucks ba.. hmm.. dunno wat to sae leh.. go le la.. bb..

FanG

2:39 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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