haiz..ill-fated me..

haiz..nw-a-daes..it haven been great..haiz..summary for the dae again..

Gd News :
-England had a 1-0 victory over Austria..

Bad News :
-Beckham gt red-carded..


ok..once again..2dae incident..Abt "A" , me n a new character wif the name "F"..

Story Starts:
todae , me n my fren n "A" n her fren go to Sheng Siong Supermarket to buy sumting..after the trip , they wanna come my hm as "A" n her fren both wanna play my com..of cos i sae ok..everything was alrite till "A" chat wif tis guy named "F" in MSN whom she meet in Friendster..he is frm Malaysia..she was chatting wif him to the extend of getting his number..haiz..i admit i m jealous la..bud he is frm Malaysia..she juz gladly ask for his number..she actuali intends to buy a card to call him..haiz..is she interested in him ? or is she once again trying to act to show me her side of her flirtish manner ? haiz..i dunno..i admit la..i m jealous..hu in shoes wouldnt..haiz..i admit la..i m so deeply in luv wif her till i m addicted to her..haiz..i m perfectly serious abt her de leh..haiz..how i reali wish the guy she lyks was me..i noe i so the ugly n inferior la..bud..okok..i m hoping for the impossible..bud lyk wat Adidas saes.."Impossible is Nothing"..i reali hope i cn gt her la..she seems to be playing a deaf ear to my fewlings la..v sad lo..haiz..hope realiu one fine dae me n her cn reali b together for long..haiz..


Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
Le 1 Style Xiao Fang..
-_-ZzZ..+saddess..+missing her..+hav to admit tt when i m missing her deep in my forlorn heart , she is having somebody else in her heart..+cnt sleep again tonite le lo..cos kip tink abt her n the incident..

9:10 PM

Thursday, October 06, 2005

sad sad dae..din expected tis though..

kinda sad todae..haiz..wanna noe y ma ? ok..i will mention later..tak a look at the summary..

Gd News :
-None

Bad News :
-C.I. course..i hav a 75% may nt go le..cos i fail alot of the qualifications components..sad..
-Fail alot of my subjects in Prelims 2..cnt..must chiong le..
-Hmm..Sumting rather bad happen when i went studying todae..haiz..

ok..start of the story..characters in the story : a gal call "A" , another gal call "B" , me..

Background information:
There's a gal call "A", i luv her..haiz..i had told her i luv her..she din wan to stead wif me..reason being she cnt 4get her ex n she wans to study..in short , she had rejected me..frm tt dae , she seems to b avoiding me..

Start of story:
2dae , "B" call me to go study at the mac in teck whye ..i tell her to call "A" n her fren to come wif the intention of seeing "A" onli..we pretend to meet her n her frens by surprise..wat maks me sad is , oready , i had msg her for a few tyms bud she din reply me..i tot she is busily studying..then when she arrives , she saw me..after tt , she hurried off to find a place rather far frm me..n she sat facing me her back..after tt , she din turn her head to c me again..rather obvious tt she is avoiding me..she came wif the intention to study..bud it ends up wif her actuali playing a fool wif her frens..she seems to b flirting wif the guys tt r there..i reckon it as trying to spite me though..either trying to mak me giv up on her by potraying herself as a flirt or is juz her own character tt is acting , meaning tt it is her character..i chose the 1st interpretation..trying to tell myself tt she isnt a flirt..she is juz trying to mak me giv up on her..haiz..it is sad la..to see such a thing lyk tt..haiz..cnt reali understand y she hav to avoid me..i noe she wun accept me..i noe i m ugly..i noe i m inferior..bud it isnt rite to juz shun me lyk tt..it had hurt me alot..i expect "A" to avoid me..bud nt to flirt in front of me..it had sadden me la..i dunno how she tinks la..haiz..juz v sad la..she nw dun even tok to me..n tt had mak me v sad abt it..reali v sad by wat she did..haiz..hope it doesnt happen to me again..hope alot la..


tt's all la..to sad to write le..haiz..juz wan to go rest earli..if i cnt help it , juz shed tears alittle ba..


Signing Off..
Le Style Lim Fang Zhen a.k.a. "The Hidden Saddist"
L . F . Z .
-_-ZzZzZ..+sobz sobz..+missing her..+tinking of her always her..luv her..

1:44 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005

la la la..haiz haiz haiz..sob sob sob..miss miss miss her..

haiz..so sian nowadaes..getting sadder oso..haiz..how ??? how ??? how ??? ahh !!! tak a look at my summary so far ba..so long din blog le..

Gd News :
-Maple lvl 33 le..finalli b a stupid Cleric n wears a White/Blue Chaos Robe le..haha..
-Gonna change Hp frm Nokia6610i to Nokia 6260 le..lol..so hapi..
-Arsenal Defeat Birimingham 1-0 last nite..

Bad News :
-Deeply sadden in my luvlife..she dun lyk me..haiz..so sad..
-Looks lyk i m going to flunk english again le..lol..

haiz..so long din blog le..did ani1 miss my blogging ? haha..sori guys..din hav tym to do blogging..v busy ma..haiz..cnt blame.haiz..hmm..the gal i luv dun luv me..haiz..wan cry le..boo hoo hoo..haiz..so sad..haiz..nvm la..v sad la..haiz..always so sway de la..okok..stop here 4 the dae..k ? bb..c u guyz..


Signing Off..
Le Style Fang Zhen
-_-ZzZzZ+miss her..+luv her lots..+muacks to her....

9:51 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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