Life..It seems sucking for me..

finali i update le..haha..ok..haiz..let me start my usual crappy summary..

Gd News :
-$100 coming my way..cos went to work on the 19th n 20th of nov..lol..
-lvl 39 in maple le..bud gt totali sick of it le..
-Arsenal 3-2 Wigan..
-gt a v gd n guai n swt mei wif the name of yu yun..

Bad News :
-fall out wif 1 of my mei..sadz..
-fren seems far frm me..i m v damn lonely at tyms..reali..
-me lyk professional saddist..sad all the tym..
-seems lyk i hav betrayed 1 of my best buddy..sori boy..reali..sori..
-life seems screwed-up..ntk seems to work out for me..


Story of the dae..

Characters : three boys = A , B , C..three gals = D , E , F..

once in the world..there used to b a group of four rather gd frens mak up of A , B , D and E..A is a boy hu is the ex-stead of D and is nw D and E's kor..B , hu is also the ex-stead of D , is nw a gd fren of D and is also the kor of E..bud sumting bad happen that cause the fall-out of A and D..

D hav a rather gd fren wif the name of F..F , hu used to b a gang member , hav still sum frens in the gang..bud she intorduced them to D..tis had cause a change in D's attitude , way of dressing and life..A , hu isnt hapi tt his mei had had such a drastic change , began to told his frens abt it..he told A , B , C and E..C , hu is also the ex-stead n nw kor of D , went to told D abt A's comments on the change..D , after hearing the comments made by A , is v pissed-off..and frm tt dae , the group of four had changed to a group of three wif A being left-out of all conversations n other programs tt involves D..A , hu is very sad abt it , began to question B , C and E abt his comments..upon asking , B changes the subject all the time..C saes tt he agrees wif A's comments..E saed tt she had no comments..A , hu noes very well abt his mistake made in this incident , knews tt he had to reflect on his action..bud A cnt understand y did D nt do ani reflection on her character wif comparison frm last year to tis year..A , hu is nw the lonely boy , had to tolerate the pathetic silence arnd him as B , D and E continues their hapi conversation..A nw cn onli silently depart off alone in peace wif no complains allowed as all tis is due his wrong doings and his freak-up character and screwed-up attitude tt had did him into such a situation wif a 'No Way Out' solution..(based on a true story)..

hope u guys will understand wat is going in the whole story..

*dun bother to guess hu is the characters as it doesnt matters animore..


Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
shattered + torn-up + silent world + pathetic life aheads..
='(..

2:11 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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