yo ppl.. back to update le.. hmm.. 2dae was very plain.. went to market in the morning with mum.. returned home , played alittle PES09 and watch tv liao.. then now update..

hmm.. i'm troubled recently. kinda emo also.. probably no1 really notice as i din reali went out wif ani1 tis few days and also its the holidays.. i dun really show much in msn as well.. bud yeah.. i'm troubled..

wat hav really make me like tis is.. how do ppl arnd me view me ? as a fren ? as a good fren ? or as some1 who they will find only when they need me , and when they dun nid me , they wun even bother talking to me..? juz how ? how do they view me ? wat category do i fits in ?

i hav recently seen some real double standards when it comes to me ? probably an example.. lets giv name tis person A , so the story goes..: A wun talk to me on the phone , giving me wat ever excuses.. i tot is tt she's shy and doesnt talk a guy she likes on the phone [at tt time , we are 2gther , no longer now though..].. and i get a shock when she said , she chatted with a guy [the guy she now likes ] on the phone.. and they were nt even 2gther.. so wtf was i when A and me was 2gther ? she is willing to talk to perharps all others but not to me ? and probably to my shame , i din even went on a date with her.. dun bother asking me who it is.. i wun name her..

so why the double standards when it comes to me ? do i warrant such unfair treatment ? do i really needs to be treated differently frm others ? do i really represent such a negative image to others ? wat hav i done to deserve this.. i really fewl v terrible.. to noe tt i'm nt treated similarly.. does appearance really matters so so much..? does being fat and ugly meant tt u dun deserve a date ? is it really such a shame to go out with me ? i reali wonder how others look at me.. reali reali wonder..

FanG

PS: the only word reminds me now to describe u is Disappointment.

6:26 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

wah.. hehe.. v long din update le hor.. =x.. ok.. here to clear the webs liao..

now for me is holiday.. so is rather sian la.. cos ntk much doing at home lo.. hehe.. play game here and there lo..

2dae chee kang come my house.. he came to get DMC4.. lols.. v long din see him liao.. he stayed awhile at my place and we played games.. patched my WC3 to version 1.23a.. wth.. patch liao more worse.. some maps cannot b seen inside the game.. v jia lat.. hope blizzard fast solve it... lol.. played dota wif online ppl.. wah.. cannot la.. my skill ar.. cmi ar.. =x then after dota played cs.. cs still nt bad.. =x..

spend most of my time playing PES09 and the new Garena game call blackshot.. hoots.. v nice.. like a combination of CoD and CS.. lols.. deathmatch style somemore.. nice.. must go try ar.. hehe..

ok la.. ntk much reali to write.. will write when i hav more.. hehe.. bye.. =x..

FanG

10:41 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

yoyo.. back to update.. hehe.. mai v super long ar.. ok..

2dae was like super plain la.. was at home the whole day.. hehe.. play FM.. my Arsenal in tt game invincible liao.. swept all trophy ar.. bud poor squad harmony.. cos every player wan play.. then cannot play jiu nt happy.. sian..

hmm.. for the period b4 i blog , was quite ok la.. caught two movies.. Pink panther 2 and Marley and me.. pink panther was like real funny la.. much funnier than the 1st.. Cried alittle [u watch liao dun cry ar , is either u is sleeping , or u are dreaming , or u are stone-hearted ?? =x] when watch Marley and me.. reminds me of my dog.. =X

i personally chose nt to sign a new phone... my dad's contract able for renewal and i was able to get a new phone.. my final two choices ends at Samsung OMNIA or Samsung Pixon.. however , i chose not to la.. cos kinda waste $ cos i'm definitely gonna get SE's Iduo next yr.. so din really wanna spend now.. =X and my phone haven gave me much problem yet.. so i chose not to sign a new phone la..

IT fair gonna start tis thursday.. lols.. tis yr's top of my shopping list is an external HDD.. lols.. and the rest will be a 'buy if price is on offer' type.. so i guess i will check it out tis time round as i miss all 3 last yr.. T.T and all due to exams..~!~!~! finally tis time round is my holidays.. =X leg damn itchy le..

was tinking tt i shld get archery as a cca as well.. had archery experience when i'm in sec1.. and after tt left liao.. so was wondering if i shld join in poly now.. =X if joining , will rope some friends in la.. nabo v sian leh.. 1 person there.. lols.. ok la.. stop here for 2dae la.. ntk much to note le.. =X goodnite..

*for my music player tt i juz add in ar.. all songs is playable.. juz tt if the song isnt load finish and the song had reach the part , the player will juz defaultly jump to the next song.. so i tink u guys might wanna navigate using the menu and click the song , bud pause it for it to load b4 u play it ba.. like tt will play le.. and also , u nid to scroll down to activate the player , if not it wun start playing.. so enjoy it ba.. haha.. =)

FanG

9:25 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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