haiz..haiz..lol..wan cry le..

haiz..haiz..haiz..wan cry le..wat a sad sad day..i cnt even sae my favourite 'haha'..haiz..i tink Ms Zombie oso gt realise lo..haiz..two words had such a effect on me..haiz..lets c my summary 1st ba..

Gd News :
-None..

Bad News :
-1 of my fren's dad had an accident..so sad sia..wish her dad gd luck..hope he recover soon..
-2dae Tian Ci cum tell me tt Alicia insult her sis..ask me go ask arnd..then when i ask Alicia , she start crying..then her frens tot i bully her..haiz..then Yu Xuan ask me Shut Up..it is tt 'Shut Up' tt hav such a big effect on me..why does she hav 2 lyk tt sae me..is it all my fault ? haiz..y must it b her ? y she cnt understand how i fewl ? y her ? y nt Winnie or Ming Yuan or juz ani1 ? y must it b her 2 tell me tt ? doesn't she noe tt i m still holding the hope tt we cn patch ? Shawn had ask me 2 giv up tt hope..bud i juz wan..bud y she must lyk tt ? she is nvr so rude de lo..bud y must she b so rude 2 me ? did i do aniting wrong ? did i scold Alicia or sumting ? i juz ask her n she start crying le..haiz..y must ppl always tink tt i always mak her cry ? y ppl always tink i m the devil wif sharp horns ? she juz cry 4 the slightest ting on earth lo..haiz..then every1 tink i buly her..haiz..y Yu Xuan must lyk tt sae lo..her tt two words had affect me badly lo..haiz..y must she lyk tt lo..haiz..

haiz..i still dunno y she must lyk tt treat me la..sum ppl will sae i m stupid..sum ppl wil sae i bu yao lian..i noe my limits la..i noe i m n i will nvr b gd enough 4 ani1 la..i noe i m juz a weirdo tt juz appear out of no-where la..bud do they nid 2 treat me lyk tis ? haiz..v v v affected n sad la..haiz..hope tt there is no1 tt is sadder than me la..haiz..

Signing Off..
L . F . Z .
Le Style
='(..+ sad..+ shattered..+ cnt sleep again cos will tink of tis incident again..+ regretful..+ always hopeful 4 it 2 happen although it is mission impossible..haiz..

12:44 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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