It had been more than a year since i last posted here.. After abandoning blogging more than a year ago , i had returned to the blogging world with:

- new skin
- new updates on profiles
- became a better man than before =)

Ok. Major updates for myself. In case some still didnt know..

I had graduated from ITE march last year and had join NYP in april last year. It was very much a dream come true for me as i had been always yearning to set foot into the Poly World. Of cos , now i had to work harder to keep the dream going.

Romance wasnt really been a high in year 2008. So i began 2009 as Officially Single.

In 2008 , i experienced major changes in my life. Not only for getting into Poly , i had also passed my driving test late september last year so therefore now , i'm an Offical P-Plater as well.

Friendship had been very much a topsy-turvy for me in 2008. New friends enter my life while some old friends drifted away from me. I had also seen my best friends enter changes. Not forgetting , my undisputed best friend shawn had gone on to end the last quarter of 2008 in China as being sent on attachment. I also witness the major change in one of my used-to-be best friend , whom i now totally find us drifting away so much that he's now seems only juz a good friend. Perharps communication plays a part in the melting down of our friendship but the major fact is that i can no longer agree with the way he treats people who loves him.

I believe maturity and experiences with people around me had groom my mind to which i no longer share his views totwards his relationship issues. Granted , his own relationship issues are meant to be only handled by himself , but i hope that he will see that his decision will not just affect him and the 'her' , but also people around him at the 'her'. His decision-making had gone on to hurt not only one 'her' , but quite a few of them which all turns out to be people i know. To see people around me being sad and strangled , moving towards emotional breakdown is the last thing i wanna see on planet Earth. Therefore , i always careful consider any decision i made. To be there to lend a ear to people around me and helping them solve their issues is also what i'm always willing to do. But to see my former best friend making them sad one by one is making me feeling sick towards him. I wish i could somehow slap him and knock some sense into him , maybe even bring him to see things my way. but i know that isnt gonna happen. I hope he will mend his ways soon.

Hobby in 2008 had been very much the same. The usual watching of every Arsenal matches still happens , ranging from the Friendlies to the Champions League matches. 2008 also had me picking up a new sports. Tennis is fun and i certainly enjoyed every minute of it so far , alongside the company of the coach , buddies and friends in it. Though i'm still not able to play the sports well , i believe improvement of my skills is happening in every tennis lesson of mine.

Till date , 2009 had so far been a nice year for me , 5 days into 2009 and we had a holiday(1st) and a weekend(3rd and 4th) , leaving just two working days although that is gonna change soon.

I hope that 2008 had been able to provide you people with nice memories ahead of the bad ones and 2009 will be a fruitful and fulfilling year to all.

Belated Happy New Year to all and i promise to blog often when i have the time.

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{personal message to him}
Though you do not tell me , don't assume that i totally don't know what you had done. No matter what others comment about your actions , i had always included u as my best friend. But you had certainly disappoint me so much now that i totally don't know you anymore. What cause you to become like this , that i really wish to know. Among the 5 of us , u had had the biggest change towards the worst. I strongly hope that till you had been able to correct your perspective towards romance , please do not go on to hurt anyone else anymore. i seen you hurt 3 precious people around me , i don't want to see a fourth. This is an advice as well as a warning to you. Please reflect on yourself why are old precious friends leaving you one after another.

FanG

11:50 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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