wak up 2day at 7am , suppose to go to the market to buy something for my mum.. went there and to my horror , the shop will nt b open till next monday..~~~~ so went home and went back to slp.. wak up at arnd 9 , do the usuals and met up wif fish at the mrt and left for the make-up lesson.. -.- arrived in class and saw juz 9 ppl including me in the class.. tts like less than half of it..~~~~ bud lucky teacher taught some maths and said exam will be tested.. although i had no idea wats she's teaching , i juz jot down and try to unds it la.. lesson ended 1 hr , went out to do something bud soon found myself at home.. lols.. very very plain.. couldnt find anyting to do really as FM09 encountered some problem and now cannot be played.. had to pass to zhen han to clear soon.. =X hmm.. tts abt all for 2day.. tennis as usual tml.. hopefully something nice can happen here or there.. =X
hmm.. i'm nt in the best of mood these days.. nt tt any1 makes me angry or wat la.. its juz tt i'm like too over troubled over certain issues la.. here and there , problems frm all over the place seems to be knocking on my door.. had to admit CNY had cheered up my mood alittle and mahjong managed to brg away some thoughts frm my mind bud they are still there at the end of the day although some is on the verge of being solved..
i haven reali told much ppl abt it.. i guess some might know most of it.. recovery mood is set for me , and i blive if no much setbacks happen , i will b able to snap out of my on-off mood and return cheerful soon..
hmm.. for the matter , wat i can sae is tt frm day1 tt i decide to go on this decision , i had already an idea juz how tough and near-impossible is the road ahead.. even if it means it will end up fruitless one day , i can say tt i wun ever regret it.. its juz had a special feeling and power to juz keep pushing me on..
i admit tt , ppl will doubt juz how strong and perharps even real the feelings is.. i can unds tt view.. afterall we were like juz strangers like a month ago or so , but wat i can sae is tt , as far as i'm concern , its definitely true on my side.. i dunno how to explain how it happen for me , bud it juz found it way to me.. i can say its like , i hav nvr really been so motivated to go for something.. and tt source of motivation is juz unexplainable.. i blive time will allow me to make myself known to u.. rushing things will not help for this matter.. hopefully some point in time , things might end up differently ba.. towards the good direction perharps..
FanG
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♥ WELCOME.
Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin 22+ Officially Single National Service RSAF
♥ About Me
College History: Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001
I carry the proud name of Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name
but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and
have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.
♥ FanG's Philosophy
-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.
-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.
-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.
-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.
-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.
-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.
Thats all for now
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♥ Great Friends and Family members
♥ Arsenal F.C.
♥ Nice Songs
♥ Call Of Duty (All)
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