hmm.. back to update for me..

started the day wif computer programming wif thanu.. had the whole day all for c-programming in the time-table.. was doing some function thing.. lols. hmm.. after tt was lunch b4 a make-up revision for communication skills. sat beside Mr Shen.. lols.. i guess we were joking and talking for the whole of the lecture.. =X went home frm sch after tt.. drop by at Lot1 to get a couple of things.. saw this guy at the entrance.. think his hands were disabled , almost sme to guy i will see at AMK hub area who had onli 1 arm. felt sad for them and did wat i can afford to do.. nt the most but hopeful it does help them alittle.

hmm.. seen Sean's blog post.. read abt his ambitions and thoughts he used to hav were now all mostly not fulfil due to some reasons here and there.. thought abt my own as well..

i guess my life hav been eventful but nvr glamorous.. i admit i used to hav this stupid cocky character and also dieing-to-win-all-fronts attitude.. and i felt like i'm the best person for any job in this world. this attitude got me few frens and a number of enemies.. i'm still able to graduate wif great frens arnd me. a problem wif me last time was my temper as well.. very hot-tempered and unreasonable as well.. i had good frens wif me during sec3.. but i'm the one who caused the break-up of the friendship wif them.. i'm the main cause of it.. honestly , till date i still regret my actions.. i also had to admit i sometimes also cannot unds wat i'm tinking.. i hav done actions i myself can nvr explain why either..

thank goodness , my temper had changed alot since.. i had also mould my character over time to a better 1 as well i guess.. perharps still not the best , but better than b4.. i'm more open now , i guess more friendly , wif much more self-confidence and perharps to notice more u might nid to know me to compare wif the old me. guess friends had been probably been very patient wif me over the years or i will lost all by now. =x

probably the most eventful and the most unglamorous was relationships i had here and there..

hmm.. started my 1st in sec3 and had quite a number more till date.. of cos none was successful due to a reason or two.. i can openly declare to all now tt is reading this now , its never my intention to be into so many relationships. never. all i wan since my 1st is a long-term fruitful relationship.. till date this perspective hav nvr change. shawn told me b4 tt perharps a wrong choice of ppl i chose contributed to the earli ending of those relationships. but wat i can sae is , disappointment is inevitable but good memories and experience from those relationship will definitely groom me into perharps a much better bf next time. of cos , looks and appearance wise , i'm not ideal or gorgeous in any way , i'm real fat and ugly =x.. bud i believe i will hav something else to offer if looks and appearance were not taken into account. bud then again , this is perharps how cruel the world currently is and we juz hav to accept tt.

at the moment , i hav some1 in my heart and mind already. although i dunno her too well yet as we juz know each other , i'm convinced tt i can build a lasting relationship with her. of cos , i dunno how she tinks of me now , too fast even for her to perharps put me into consideration.. bud all i can sae is tt , i will wait and enable better understanding between us if she nids the time.. i dunno if this might look stupid but i can sae i'm willing to do it..

i guess the old character shall be dead soon and will soon replace by a new and better soon.. and thus , i guess i shld sae tt the stinking character of The1Style will soon b dead and replaced by a better FanG.. and tt perharps will explain the Transform of The1Style to FanG.. a new me will soon b completed.. looks to perharps stay same , character changed for the better.. =)

FanG

9:16 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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