hihi.. here to update.. c my review ba..

Gd News:
-Arsenal won against Sheffield 3-0 , won against Fc Porto 2-0..


Bad News:
-hmm.. i began to doubt my ability to play a role as sum1 bf..

yup.. i began to doubt my ability to b a bf le.. cos i fewl i sucks in it.. i m nt fit to b a bf for ani1.. it seems to me tt i m a failure as a bf.. of so mani brking up of r/s.. i fewl i had enough.. reali.. it doesnt fewls gd to hav so mani ex.. bud i juz cnt understands y.. i m ditched all the tym.. its all my fault.. i hav a problems wif maintain a r/s , or i cn put it tt i m nt fit to b in r/s yet.. although nw i m attached.. bud i fewl tt i m nt suitable to hav a r/s yet.. afterall , the more i hav , the more brk-ups i hav.. n in others eyes , the more flirt i m.. it sucks man.. hmm.. recently had a chat wif my ex.. haha.. she has change so much.. so much so different frm the tym i stead wif her.. aniwae , so far , me n her is the longest r/s la.. she has change to b more matured , more understanding.. so different.. then 2dae went out wif shawn liew.. although we had a hell lot of fun.., (shouting lyk no ppl business when playing a game at the arcade n damn.. i tink we waste abt $12-16 at tt sme game as we race wif each other..) we had a heart to heart talk at the kfc while i m eating.. i ask him if he blive in love , he said yes.. then i ask him wat to him is the most lovely of love..? he ans me tt the tym n memories of him wif his 1st love (onli stead once.. faithful man) then he ask me back oso.. i replied him , the part where u r willing to do tings for ur gf.. i ask him when is it tt he reali fall in love , he sae when he steaded wif her.. for me , the tym where i fewl i reali fall in love , is when i m wif the 'her' tt steaded the longest wif me.. till nw , i m wishing tt if one fine dae fate changes , i n her cn b 2gether again.. bud i fewl tt tts impossible.. cos nw she has her target , n trust me , to her , i m onli her fren.. probably nt sum1 whom she cn share problems wif.. aniwae to me , i wun reali choose to share problems wif her , bud i juz hav tis special n reserved fewlings for her.. its been a yr and 8mths (counting sept nt oct) since we last broke up.. bud i juz still hav tt kind of fewlings for her , though its nt a strong 1 , bud i guess till a real gal tt cn impress me and mak me fall deeply in love wif her comes by , the fewlings ain't gonna disappear.. i may b to stupid to still hold her close to my heart (stupid cos she has oready me out of her heart) , bud its juz a kind of fewling n unexplainable determination tt maks me unable to successfully forget her.. haha.. juz to express out how i fewl.. haha.. k.. go liao..bb..

FanG

12:16 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

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