Bad bad dae..hope none of the daes ever will b lyk tis..

haiz..2dae is a terror..a real terror..haiz.. i m reali v sad over sum tings tt happen..will tok abt it later..tak a look at the summary 1st..

Gd news : -Aileen had gt her new harry potter bk..she is nw on cloud nine..haha..hope she
enjoys..dun 4get 2 giv a summary of the bk..SUMMARY ar..haha..nt the whole bk..
-1st tym met Clement 2dae..use 2 hate him 2 the core cos of sum misunderstandings ,
nw all is cleared up..find him so far a rather nice guy..haha..

Bad news : -2dae in physics lesson nearly wan explode n shout at Ms Kang..kip making me
lo..everyting small ting scold me..lol..=(..
-2dae go meet Clement , suppose 2 b a peaceful clearing up session..bud i end up
yelling at Alicia..din mean 2..bud was reali 2 angry le..haiz..she kip blame me n ks 4
telling others abt her n him lo..bud nw the truth is out..i had explain 2 her n she had
understand le..hope she will fewl alot better la..i din mean 2 yell at ani1 la..hope ur
dun gt offended..was reali 2 angry le..then nw all settled le..ks nt angry at Clement
le..i oso understands tings better le..n nw Alicia oso fewl alot better le..hope she will
b 4eva as hapi as b4..
-2dae shawn liew scolded me over sumting..and tt mak me realised sumting..later i
will mention..

Nw start my story le..haiz..over the fone 2dae , me n shawn liew was quarrelling over a v small incident..i quarrel wif him was becos i cnt tak his tone when he was toking 2 me..then as we were quarrelling , we came across a point..he said tt my last stead dun even lyk me when she stead wif me..i was shocked..i tot tt we brk-up over a rather major argument tt had happen juz minutes b4 the brk-up..then when i ask him y did he lost tt letter tt was meant 4 me , he added tt he din mean 2..bud i blive tt he had dumped it so tt i wun b sad after reali tt letter tt propose a brk-up..when i confronted him 4 y he sae tt she dun lyk me , he said tt no matter if i had tt major argument wif her , she will still end it wif me..cos he sae tt her fewlings 4 me was as gd as zero frm the start of the relationship..haiz.. then nw i tink back..y gt ppl stead wifout lyking tt person..haiz.. dun they noe tt it reali hurts..i reali put in my 100% effort 2 court her tt tym..n when i gt her , i tot tt i had finali impress her till she falls in love wif me..little did i expect 2 noe tt she stead wif me was 4 a trial and nw after i had fail tt trial test , she ditch me..A relationship is nt 4 trial..it is 4 luv..trial r rubbish tt hurts..y do ppl do such tings..y trial..if u din love tt person , then dun stead in the 1st place..trial wat trial ? will onli hurt ppl..haiz..juz v sad..y do all tis hav 2 happen 2 me..tt nw after i had brk-up wif her for 3 months 2 daes le..y then i noe abt the trial tt was all along there n i was keeped in the dark..haiz..juz fewl v sad..mayb i dun deserve 2 b luv at all..perharps i shld'nt even appear in the world of luv n affections..mayb i shld'nt even fewl luv..4 i m nt a person tt is gd in maintaining a relationship..i will onli mak my gf hate me as they will c it as pestering her..mayb i m a pain in the neck..may i juz nt b hurt again..hope..hoping..till nw hopeless..cn it b fulfilled ? mayb till the dae i die ba..cos when i die , i will nt gt 2 fewl luv , pain n saddness again le..haiz.. juz hope tt i cn hav a twist of fate..tis is my probably my longest entry ever..bud i m reali 2 sad le..haiz..wish tt all ppl will nt end up lyk me..='(..

Signing Off..
Le Style The 1 Style
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[-X..........TeArS aLl OvEr ThE pLaCe , WoUnDs AlL oVeR mY hEaRt..........X-]
[-X......................TiLl ThE dAy It HeAlS , I wIlL b In HeAvEn........................X-]

9:52 PM

Lim Fang Zhen Benjamin
22+
Officially Single
National Service
RSAF

College History:
Nanyang Polytechnic 2008-2011
ITE College West (Dover) 2006-2008
Teck Whye Secondary School 2002-2005
Teck Whye Primary School 1996-2001

I carry the proud name of
Lim Fang Zhen
nicknames such as 'The1Style' and 'FanG'.
A Father from a church named me Benjamin for my english name but i hasnt been really using it..
I officially increase an addition year to my age on every 16 of October.
I hate loneliness and therefore yearn for company from my great friends and family members around me.
Football have gradually grown to be a part of my life and have got me attracted to the Pride of London Football proven by statistics
Arsenal F.C.


-Never be too choosy on someone as others might be doing the same to you as well.

-Looks Depreciate over time , Values and Personality improves and stay with you over time. So don't be too particular over looks.

-Nobody is perfect , so Live and Let Live.

-Never condemn a relationship as success/failure in relationship is never determine by what others say and your previous relationship history.

-Never point fault when any problem happen , always source for solutions to solve it first.

-Its the differences between us that attract and accept each other. In Love, its not a journey of finding that perfect someone, its a search for finding someone who will loves and accept us for what we are, vice versa.

Thats all for now





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